Okay~ its the end of the period of harsh feelings for you. In a way, i done what i set out to do at first, and then my boorish heart got caught in the way. My aim fr the start, was always to make you get over him and then slowly go away. Well, wishh granted. But sometimes i feel, doing so much for someone, i don't get anything in return. But now i remember, i did it because you became someone i wanted to protect as well... And i might not have gotten much in return from you, no complaints there. You being there for me and making me want to live was a rare gift itself. I gained much from myself. I learnt how to become so much stronger, and suddenly i'm finding myself cutting to the core of every situation. I'm glad you've gotten over him and became okay, well its my turn to find someone else as well~ no point waiting for someone who's already moved on.
Get why you were so cold to me. Well, i have nothing against that and am not angry anymore. But you showed me you didn't even want to be friend, hah then alright, i shall go by you.
So many memories. Parade square confession, f1 weekend, the many weeks to a friends place and town, the skulduggery book. Now, just a place i look back to and laugh. Hell, i might miss the feelings and memories but now...i'm finally strong enough to have my feelings with me, and still stand alone.
