Right after the O's cert ceremony, i became unbelievably high. Finished a chinese chess game in 3 minutes and...21 pullups in 2 minutes. Went absolutely crazy...then indefinitely tired. Still rather hyper for upcoming events, but just physically tired ^^
For once. I looked you in the eyes again, and this funny feeling came up to me. I felt this strong urge to want to just go up to you and hug you, yet a sense of dread too. How do i explain...it just made me kinda off balance for a short while. My head wanted to take a step forward but my heart denied me a step backwards.So, i asked around, what to do what to do~ . Back at geog class, someone shouted your name again. My only reply was, "not worth the effort anymore"
A dear friend told me this sentence right after: "If you really loved someone, it doesn't matter if they are worth it, but how much effort you put in for them"
He made me think... And really really think hard. I realised that, i didn't really do much or put in much effort before. Another regret there~ but yeap. Since you've already let go, no amount of effort can bring the drifted back. Its like trying to fly a kite with no strings yeah? If its meant to come back, it will find itsway back into your hands. Since his words hit me, figured i should only be moving forward and not being stuck in the past. Everyday, just becoming stronger emotionally and mentally. One day, i can use my emotional drive as and when i want to, since its my most powerful boost from inside me. That day is coming faster than expected~
shall leave a few words i saw throughtout the day, presented to me in the many forms.
"Love is boundless, limitless and powerful enough to change the world, what more two people in love?"
"I'd rather regret saying 'Oh well' than 'What if'"
"Love a man who planned a future with you, love a lady who stays with you no matter what"
"Sometimes the pieces of life fall nicely into place, but without that one piece the puzzle will never complete"
"The most faithful of hearts suffer the most pain, but also enjoys the most bliss"
"Learn to tell who wants the best for you, and the best from you"
"If that's the person you truly love, stop thinking you're not fit to be with her, and start being the man for her"
"Sometimes you have to be cruel to be kind, to be harsh to love"
"Cherish what you have, or regret what you had"
"Life is a game, play or get played. Enjoy the game, everyone loses in the end anyway"
