What do you expect me to do?

Maybe some of the things i impose on myself make myself seem weak,but they sure do one thing if i am involve. i can reduce conflict...one of them? i stop expecting from anybody already. i give my most possible best at any time and still? just what am i to you? some kinda place you can dump all the rubbish and leave without a single word? i know youre frustrated,angry. i know you need somewhere to vent. i can be that person anytime,but if anything is true, i will never let you climb over my head. simple as this, if youre going to keep climbing over my head,get all frustrated and walk away without a word leaving me in the dark, fine by me. i'll fine my way out,and dont complain you feel lost when that spot you keep leaving me in,empty.hell...i dont even turn to you when i get these kind of things because i already know you have alot to deal with people around you...what the heck.

One closes, another door opens

Well~ first post ever~ pretty new to this but yea...kinda need a place to speak my mind freely without risking pissing anybody off! :D

At least now i have a place to express, without feeling guilty as well... hate it when people have to listen to my frustrations every damn time :/
Quite the hectic year,so many events ,both sweet and bitter happened side by side~ all these...violent(?) and hell of a fun times will be well cherished :DD One year passes by so damn quickly...i swear there are so many things i want to go back and do them all over again,treat people how they should be treated and learn something that would have fueled my passions.If i had the chance to just change one thing from my past,its not my family or any of my friends...i'd go back to that fateful day where led up to so many complications of my feelings, and tell everything i know now to the me of then~ so that at least, the me of now wouldnt have to bear the crap of the complexity i brought upon myself,and the tear stained feelings that i often go through...