Oh well...its the end of November and the start of December~ Guess every month I do have a silly wish I hope comes true~ Last month was well...horribly not as planned :( ugh... in the end it still ended the exact way my nightmare had shown me :/ Never mind that... this month it is something more of wishful thinking rather than a realistic hope~ Can't help it, am still a childish kid ^^but still, it is almost always the hope of something that keeps one going :D Its...finding that person,whether its re-finding or discovering. SHOW YOURSELF ALREADY D:
Frustrations build-up as usual...but i won't bother myself with that anymore~ they say it kills if you allow it to. I let most things slide past me because it really doesn't affect me drastically ._. but some will still find it as if i do not care...i do and have done something about it but i won't show always >:[ Another thing i find extremely tiresome, always fighting to reduce distance between me and a few people. It seems all it takes is a little, a few days, one mistake to make the relationship worsen badly :/ its been pent-up for months already :D Really tired of one thing as well, this expectation that people have that i should be strong enough to handle anything that comes along. Okay,maybe not at that instant but i always make it out stronger than ever~ isn't that real optimism? ^^
December...please be a peaceful month...?
