Just my passion~

Just my passion~

1 December 2012

Will you only stop,when the slate is drenched in blood?

I dislike well,people who try to hard to keep an image. there are certain exceptions though...but that person must be special to me~ guess up till now theres only one but even as this is written she seems to keep drifting further and further from me...
Main disgusts go to people who use their ranks to always press down others.Its okay to be proud of what you've achieved once in awhile, but there is no need to use the same bloody reason over and over again. it gets annoying and it shows one thing about the person,insecurity. It reflects so obviously by the person's actions as the person has a need to continuously flaunt in order to feel good about themselves. The list goes on for people like this, for example, a need for emotional reliance.

I identify myself as someone who values fairness and justice as my highest values to upkeep (coincidentally a libran XD) but i guess the part i like about myself the best is still how i can drop almost all expectations from a person~ In the end , there is no point expecting from anybody as it is their choice to stay or leave, to make a difference or not. The only thing that anybody is actually entitled to do to anybody is HOPE that the latter is different. Who am i to make so dastardly expectations only to feel disappointed later?^^
Still...i do hope for one thing, as contradicting as it might be...that is someone to be a companion to me...just someone i can speak my mind freely~ and yes i think i might've found that person ^~^