Spent the last few days thinking through a lot of things, like regarding for the relations with most people , its the same thing. Its your decision to let me in or push me away. For people I care for(really...little),it doesn't matter how much you mean to me. I'd vow to always stand by you~ no matter what ^^
But the past few weeks did reveal something to me. It showed me how weak the foundation of our...relationship(?) was. Well...after what happened back then i think i am not scared of losing you anymore? Taught me that its your choice to leave or stay~ worrying brings me down and gets me nowhere.
Brings me to one thing i dislike~ those that pushes people away then beg for the other to come back. Was like that once but will never again make that mistake~ dont throw people out then expect them to wait for you to take them in. Its a bonus that they do, move on if they don't. After all, its the choice of the other to stay or leave ^^
Also, when they keep showing their worst and expecting the other person to keep bringing them back up,then complain about how no matter they change, then start bad-mouthing the other party when he/she leaves. Its never enough changing for the world, but more than splendid changing for that one person^^
