If only love was as easy as that recipe. But no...so many factors. Lazy to even THINK of all that...Compatibility, actions, the feelings itself and the list goes on. Met people, learnt the hard way for many things. Not my place to say these kind of things... In those i had feelings for, some made me think,why. Some gave me a lot of pain, and some, i really am glad to have met them. But not one of them i have ever regretted meeting. They all gave me a valuable lesson, that not everybody you deem important is worth the fight to hold them, to make them stay. Up till now, i guess i can only say two has ever made me happy to be me, or at least make me feel so...those i would have gladly fought for but no. Always the circumstances of the situation breaks me, knocks me down. The rest pretty much always got me in trouble with my feelings. Was a person that would let many things slide, yet so many times i actually fought. Something i would not have done usually. In the end, i only feel down and bad about myself. I'd rather have whose presence motivates me rather than words of encouragement, and would be real with me, without putting up those masks . Detest and irked by that...
I only know i'm not that ready to settle relationships or emotions linked to another person while mine is a mess...
Think i've made my decision... I'm staying put for awhile, won't fight for anyone for awhile. Got enough rubbish to last me awhile!! :P
Time to stop being emo for emotions for another person. Had enough for awhile...
Think i'll believe in this quote ,"What's meant to be,is meant to be" and someone i never expected to as well. He's not like anyone else. Nobody but God himself~
