Just my passion~

Just my passion~

29 December 2012

I'm much stronger alone...but...

Forgotten the last time i really broke down, well this is it again. My emotions broke through my shell but its tears of joy...extremely grateful and happy i met all these people...like suddenly after mahjong and pool i thought of all these people. after i was reminded of my family situation at the mahjong table...well here goes!! #30peopleIwillneverregretmeeting
#peopleICanTrust #PeopleIWillNeverForget

Naru,xuan le,ryan rugdee, jian sheng, jianxun, aaron, joel teo(yes :D) ,yi kang, kalynn, desyre and hantong, ziegler , glenson derrick weihan gang :D gerald, rachel koh (haha ^^) , huifu, teck yu , zijun, kar aik,frederick, mr law^~^, gordon tan, sarah nelson :P, clara, leanne ,lee zhu,jin ping and mikael...in no particular order ^^ well the list does go on though...cant thank God enough for all these people

Sorry...am emotion-oriented~ use my emotions more than my head sometimes ^^ but i actually am crying this time because i'm happy...it feels strange!! All the words of unsaid thanks, apologies ,jokes and sweet words... All these people ,if not to them, important to me, taught me so much. Changed me in ways i never expected...some broke me, some healed me. Some opened my feelings, some saved me. But all changed me... Never had the chance to properly thank them before :( and for some i can't even anymore...so i'll do it here. Weird of me to suddenly think of this... Heh i know^^ its usually tears of pain, not joy =.= :') emo me yes yes i heard that alot. probably another time i'll put who did what :D theres still one or two i really really miss D: but yea ^~^

Well hey, i might cry more but i will back my words with actions^^ a clean start for 2013...no more feelings...i'm finally strong enough to fight my lonliness alone, and to handle my bipolar disorder myself. ARGHH anways! I'm not the same person as the start of 2012, not the same weakling anymore...i'll show you a better me,one capable of supporting another this time!! 2012...the year of horrible fun comes to an end soon~
I might be strong alone, but i remember, when you were still around, i was never more myself ^^ and at my best~