just for the most important 15 ba...of course the longer the post the more important you are to me! :3 shall be extremly, sinfully honest!!
RUGDEE: cheered me up back then while i was at my lowest , will always rememer that message you left me!! I remembered the whole thing by heart :')Taught me pool, ice skating tips/tricks and even in class you would scold me :D after all these, yea~ you are pretty important to me~ :') holding back so much... Its always a joy to be around you...mahjong and all that~ somehow you can take my mind of alot of things when i'm feeling down except when going to your house. DAMN BLOODY LONG WALK . You are always so...happy its actually contagious sometimes ._. but thats a good thing!!! Like the way you are so...collected sometimes and the random things you can come up with...the mimic octopus!! And all the other RUBBISH >=]Sometimes you actually make me look forward to maths lessons ahhh :3 teehee ^~^ will never forget you.
XUAN LE: the joker of the rats -.- haha!! Pooled with you alot!! Luckily you were around sometimes when i was really down, you could pull me up!! One of the two you'd seen me cry before >~< hais... I actually trusted you enough to let you see me in that state >< BE GLAD YOU DID :DAnother one... :DD MUST GO COFFEE BEAN SLACK AGAIN ONE DAY ^^ with lz!! But sorry ah ._. had to ask you to return the cover for a coward like me :( pretty much beatin myself up for it >~<
NELSON: hah~ always kena teased by us but hopefully you won't take it to heart :X aha! The black magic! :D dont get how you can be really...optimistic sometimes and yes it rubbed off on me...i still pulled through thinking about why you said sometimes!! Kind of envied you everytime...>~< someone i know i can trust as well!!! :DD
NARU: well...nothing but thanks~ taught me to feel, to love and felt loved because of you. Showed me standard to set for others and...showed me whats worth and whats not.only gained but never given...haiz~I couldn't even keep my simple promise and now wanted to make you my girlfriend but nope~ know i'm not good enough for you... theres supposedly a lot more but nah...^^ remember the skulduggery book...that week at the f1? someone i never want to lose...but... Heh shall be dead honest here yea? I miss you~ the only and first person i trusted with everything,was at my strongest with you, and because of you i became even better and stronger but hey...it'll be nice if... Ahh~ regretregretregret >< wished i can turn back time now...
CLARA: HAHA always back then in the start when i just fell for her, you'd always be the one laughing at how i would blush the moment i saw her :X and you'd scold me, tell me to suck it up~ and even when i'd become all whiny and like a kid, you would still reply sensibly(or like a parent) i miss that time terribly :( you'd encourage me to start a conversation with her >\\\< wow...still can blush as i think back!! ARGH
GLENSON: hah, the time we talked at hub till 1230, even kena scolded by someone ^^ found out how much you were like me, and found out too you're someone i didn't want to lose >< dance soon! Whooooo :D always amazed how i could with an idiot like you ._. but i'm too verseatile ^^ jking~ but yea another one who could make me laugh in any mood i'm in no matter how bad i was :( another one whom has no topics off limits -.- sometimes we'd go on and on to the weirdest things i swear!!!haiz...
AARON: the person who could really understand who i was deep down inside...the kind of turmoil which not many understood >< hah~ could speak with you so damn well everytime :D yet i can read into you as well as you could get how and who i was :') haiz... :( really my brother ah~ the second person i could trust everything with, and the only person i would show myself as who i truly am...a maniac >< you've seen him before...
JIAN XUN: another one who could get how i felt... I could relate to you everytime very well...always dumped all my feelings on you >< feeling bad!!! Arghhhh and sometimes didnt consider your feelings... Been through so much with this guy for 3 years already... And everytime im the one making trouble for you like when you saw him come out of me,But :/ thanks for being there everytime :') guess its my turn now!!!
DERRICK: haha the shota :D always hear you teased by us~ and especially ms goh!! Always see you turn so red, and we'd call you cute boy XDXD gosh...haven see you in a while :D and yea...another one who went through the madness with me :DD i dared to let you see how bad i was...hehe~ cant wait to go back to school and tease you again!!! :DD love being around you everytime i swear...you are almost like a younger brother to me...always have this want to protect the kid :D
JIAN SHENG: hah~ back then we'd always plan what to do what and you'd always call me to talk until damn late -.-" bastard much!!! And even trained footdrills with you and MY infront of the prefects who were doing too!! XDD But yea~ would pour to you much of me woes too ^^ hah~ even in school you'd act all step gangster xD but you're still someone i look up to alot!! And no grudges for the color pencil incident ah :( hah sorry had to make you listen to me so much sometimes... The two burdens!! :D><
KALYNN: kay la...you are pretty nice a person and yes, i did confide in you sometimes xD at least you could give me advice :3 but honestly ah...a little annoying soemtimes :X but hah~ yea~ remember ice skating? XD and TS's you belong with me!! xDD will remember how you were so down back then and i asked you if you were okay!! Seems like now you are~ except you'd always be a little... I dont know what to say :/
WEIHAN: know so many times i sat with you in class you would keep teasing me about what baby bonus -.- go die!! And all the others but you'd always give me advice for r/s kinda matters...and so much more yea~ and no i dont dare to sit with you anymore XD nah~ always enjoyed the maths lesson or whatever lesson next to you and i still can learn ^^ heh the stupid secret mugger -.- always the sickest in the group rambling about fingering and all because i am a fingerstylist?!?
RACHEL: HAHA you taught me mostly abiut the gossip side of the school :X shall not say anything but its always damn interesting to be talking to you :D about anything and everything, NOTHING is off limits ^^ like how the hell you actually could say who did what on the projector screen!! (-.-!) will never. Ever. Forget. That time you shoved weihan into the toilet :'DD and so much more...ice skated pretty much with you too!!even you have logic i have no choice but to listen sometimes ^^
JOEL: hah~ that damn piglet i always ask bakkwa from :X been through quite abit you la i guess... Kind of always seen you as a brother, i could rely on as well :b kind of always envied hwo even you could get a girlfriend while hey, i'm stuck here FA T^T but nahh~ guess even you have something i dont. Still have a long way and lots to learn from you, know i'll never break contact with you anytime soon~ pds camp...SPecs course too!! :DD two of the crappiest, but most bonded courses ^^
ZIEGLER: these are really the things i wanted to say to you for a very long time. I know i don't have the guts to say it to you face to face, and you'd probably mot listen anyways but sorry for what i did, and thank you for what you taught me. I know sorry won't change anything since the damage is done but...i've been feeling bad for a long time. And thank you...i really admire you. Really strong person, i understand what you went through back then. I feel really...horrible for all the things i said and done :/ one of the messages sent to you was written by me... I'll never forget that :( won't ask for much, not even forgiveness, its more than enough if you can see this post...
Haiz... These are the people i never wish to lose but hey...my wish for this kinda things never come true...>< i always want to see them smile ah...i love to see them smile, and hopefully always smiling. I..._____(Love,Like,Want,Need) them~ fill in the blanks the appropriate term per person!! Hopefully everyone in this post can see it...will never forget anyone in this post.
