I know that, it might seem impossible to reach something so high and so far in such a short time. You seem to be far behind and the goal is miles away. But like a famous preacher ever quoted, a journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step. From me, limits makes your mind square. If you believe you are going to fail, so you will but if you choose to believe things will work, even if you don't get there in time, how far would you have gone compared to you sitting down there, crying, self pitying? If you get there in time, people will ask. How did you do it? How could you get so far in such a short time? People who hates you will hate you more, your friends will cheer with you. In the end, you gain and grow, and that's most important for now. Don't listen to what they say about you not being able to do it. It's always satisfactory to do something everybody says you cannot. Show the world you're more than that. Cry as you might, be remember to get back up again. Take as much time as you need to vent all that frustrations and pain that they had inflicted on you, but don't take forever to get back up. What they say, is nothing more than either a reflection of how they feel at that time or they want you to cheer up but don't know how to make you smile. You're not good enough yet. But you'll get there one day, if you want it bad enough. Thinking of what can go right, not what might go wrong.
Love is a funny thing isn't it? Its almost always one sided, or one side has to put in more effort to fight for the other in the first stages. If it fails here, the start of something light dies...
At the second, both are in the same level of love with each other, or somewhat there... And one idiot has to make a mistake and everything can go downhill. Why is it always like this? Relationships were built to stand a small mistake...unless its a big one. Unless one or both parties are unstable. So far, in my shoes, i've stuck in stage one a hell lot and hurt pretty badly every time and the furthest was the second :/ make it worse, i'm an idiot when it comes to this... Well~ shall let my heart pave the way and my brain stop me from walking blindly =.= i hope i won't be lied to in any ways...1 you said you couldn't spot any problems that might happen in a relationship to me? Now you will... :/ :(
I like this quote...Trying to force love is like trying to catch a small butterfly with your bare hands. Let it land on your palm instead... A friend said that to me today :)
Now up for the cip at orchard, then dance and guitar practice with the rest. Going to be a super heavy day~^^
