"That one day, you/ll see that a hero lies in you"
Listening to Mayday Parade songs again...You're dead wrong and Terrible things. Both bring so much memories, the former describes how i feel exactly...what used to be a plain of life now stands a bed a black roses. Been trading places with the ghost in me, till im pretty sick. 'She's got all my dreams,all i have are these broken things'. Hah~ walked through the rain again just now~ Didn't realize is was raining till i was half drenched -.-but at least now i feel much lighter and free. Going for a weekend escape, not to anywhere extravagant, just Malaysia~ Have things to do to take my mind off my frustrations like taking care of a bunch of kids =___=. Christmas just around the corner...Hopefully my other wish can come true,and my recurring nightmare can end. Always the same dream, just getting clearer and clearer each time~
Really miss my dearest friend... used to be able to talk to you about anything and everything playfully, now its just a mournful atmosphere between us. want to close the distance again.Miss how it was for us before...sorry for all the crap i have said and done before...want the closeness back :/ know i've lotsa faults, no place to ask but stay,please? :'(
Its a day before the acclaimed end of the world -.- Who knows if its true or not? Well i'd honestly rather it be true~ The situation i'm in now is not for the fickle-minded...rather it ends now. Maybe i'll wake up somewhere where my hopes can come true? Know i'm pretty selfish but yeah~ someone taught me that it was a screwed up world out there. It might not end physically but come to think of it, the world is already gone. So much...urgh. Hate it much...
"I know i'll be okay,though my skies are turning gray..."
Just my passion~
