Love someone with all that you have, love them like there's no tomorrow, love them as if they were leaving,and they will never leave.If the love is not returned, be content that love had grown in you, and turned you into somebody better and made you someone stronger than before,but never hold expectations for anybody,for that gives you a reason to rely, to be weak,for when they do not do as you have expected them to,you blame and criticize. Say all you want then, it'll be too late a move to salvage.
Waiting kills, but waiting for what exactly? Its just a weak excuse used to hide yourself. Hoping, expecting, in this case of 'waiting', its all the same word...Learnt to put down that phase of myself to others and yes i feel much more unrestricted ^^
Jealousy is nice, just a little shows concern. I find the amount i have absolutely ridiculous, to the point of possessiveness...hate this when it happens. Never ever fails to topple me, one of the few emotions i am learning to handle.
Learnt, and seen how powerful this word can be. Just four letters, a hundred forms and a hundred times more of expressions. It feels good when its like the first spring sun that melts the bitter, fallen snow, but absolutely horrible when hidden by winter clouds,gone for a long time. Now? it feels like the end of the autumn and the start of the winter romance...the soft and white,yet utterly cold and bitter snow falls flake by flake...might be a harsh time,but i'll pull through,alone or not.Just when will i feel alive again? Feel so scared.That one second, i swear i didn't want to let go...was already at the point of breaking down but no...i still have to hold back somemore. Till when...
But who am i to ask for anything.
