Stumbled upon this quote on fb, "its hardest and most painful when you don't know when to give up, or to hold on" well...i don't want to make the wrong decision at the wrong time~ don't want to give up halfway yet i don't want to waste my time on someone who's taken by another~ confused much!!! Got signs and visions and whatnot... After praying i calmed much but still... Help :( used to be able to talk for hours...playnation, all the weekends to town~ all my bad. Wanna make up for everything, want things to be okay again... Grr :'( am tired...Let me have another chance... Come back if you can :'/
Actually felt rather peaceful today~ didn't have inappropriate attention, and didnt have a certain person irritating me ( to nobody in particular XD)haish but still got annoyed by so many things...still wish i could learn how to handle my disorder better ._. mood changes like nobody's business so damn quickly for no reason -.- hai~ headache ahh!! Still wishing i could be a better person at handling my emotions back then~ at least i wouldnt end up the mess i am now but hey, i'm halfway done! I'm actually ready for love again ._. And emotionall nearly ready to take harder problems and challenges!!! :DD just wish life could be as easy as how it reads but hey, its damn worth a try!! I want my simple , idiot proof kinda life back and not the complicates emotional mess now!!!
